Feeling a little blue today

Went to former student Daniel E's 21 st birthday perty tonight. So great to se what a fine young man he is. Luke R also there such a surprise. We spent the whole time talking and of course after I left I thought of all these stories about him I could have told him. Anyway it made me happy and sad that they have such fond memories of my classroom and I am feeling so afraid for the future. My future. I guess I need rest now.